I am about to admit something that will likely make you gasp then take away my woman card. *Big inhale* I HATE RECEIVING ORAL. There I have confessed one of my biggest secrets. I know this is an unpopular opinion. The saddest part is Nick loves giving it, and I am wasted on him.
He will be gently nibbling my clit while massaging the tip with his tongue. Then I will feel his finger slide into my pulsing cunt. He is moaning with pleasure. Then the thought pops into my head, “If I fake an orgasm will he stop and give me his dick instead?”.
This brings me to my second confession. I would rather have his dick inside me, filling me up and hitting the end of the tunnel over and over again than have an actual orgasm. I am one of those unfortunate people who has a hard time reaching orgasm with penetration alone. This is more depressing when penetration feels the best to me. Not only that, but I can massage my clit and bring myself to orgasm without Nick. What I need and want from him is what can’t get for myself. A real, hard, long dick inside of me, and preferably from behind. 😉
These confessions are going to be hard for Nick to learn. I have kept them secret because I know his favorite thing is seeing me cum. I just couldn’t keep it in anymore. Keeping secrets, no matter how small or insignificant, can drive a wedge into your relationship. Even if you are just play partners, if your secret is about any aspect of the relationship you need to tell your partner. Hopefully my next post won’t be about a giant fight Nick and I had about my secrets.