30 Days of D/s: How do you feel about pain

Funny that this should be the topic today since today was day one of our trip away from the kids. So on our way out of town I read the topic to Mr and his reaction was so typical. It was an evil laugh mixed with him saying “I like to cause it”.

I have a different attitude towards it. The idea of pain turns me on, but as soon as we get into a scene it isn’t long before I am unable to take more. Lucky for me Mr can. See it happening before I have to safe word and he stops, but part of me feels like I am letting him down somehow. I think I just need a better tolerance, but we don’t have the privacy we need to work on that.

Someday I will be where my desires would like me to be. Until then, we will keep having fun.

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