Funny that this should be the topic today since today was day one of our trip away from the kids. So on our way out of town I read the topic to Mr and his reaction was so typical. It was an evil laugh mixed with him saying “I like to cause it”.
I have a different attitude towards it. The idea of pain turns me on, but as soon as we get into a scene it isn’t long before I am unable to take more. Lucky for me Mr can. See it happening before I have to safe word and he stops, but part of me feels like I am letting him down somehow. I think I just need a better tolerance, but we don’t have the privacy we need to work on that.
Someday I will be where my desires would like me to be. Until then, we will keep having fun.