Thought Sorting

Lately I have been feeling very needy as a submissive. I am craving a good spanking that stings and brings tears to my eyes. To be bound and unable to move. Really anything that brings the uncomfortable level to the max of what I am able to handle and gets me that kind of attention from the Mr.

The craving isn’t really the issue. I’m just trying to figure out the why. Is it because I really need it? Do I feel that Mr. and I are drifting in our D/s because we are unable to really have a good loud scene due to our living circumstances? Is it because I am stressed at work, or with the kids. Is it because Mr. has tasked me with immersing myself into the world of D/s via this blog and a Twitter account?

There are so many reasons, and it could be a mix of them all. I think what it really comes down to is, I need my head to be quiet. There is so much going on in there and it needs to stop.

Thanks for reading with my brain dump, and not judging me for it. If you have any suggestions on how we can make the pain attention we need happen, without alerting the kids and my parents, I would appreciate it.

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