A Frisky Fourty Birthday
Last week Nick turned the big 4-0! To celebrate his birthday we made the short drive over the border to Nevada so Nick could gamble and pick up some “medication”. To get to our destination we have to drive about Read More …
Open Wide
I can’t even imagine how terrible I look right now. Drool was dripping from my open mouth down my chin and onto my exposed chest. The open mouth gag was preventing me from closing my mouth to swallow. The rope Read More …
Why is it so Hard to be Honest???
Earlier this week Nick and I had what I like to call a heated discussion. Long story short it was due to me not speaking up about what I want/need. Instead I tend to drop (sometimes vague) hints. This particular Read More …
I Miss the Sparkle
In September Nick and I will have been together 4 years, no 5.. wait 4… AGH! It feels like I have known him forever, and I have forgotten how long it really is. I have been thinking a lot about Read More …
I Can’t Handle the Guilt
Before I really dive into this, I want to say I am super thankful for Nick taking some of the household chores to ensure I am not stressed out or overwhelmed. As great as that is, knowing he cares for Read More …
A Night to Remember
Last night the stars and planets aligned for Nick and I to have the house *mostly* to ourselves. The older children were away with their sperm/ovum donors and the baby went to bed early enough that we weren’t dead on Read More …
I’m a Tired, Stressed, and Defeated Baby Girl
Lately I have really been struggling to be a good submissive. My brain is so full with work, how I am going to spend time with the baby, how household chores are getting done, and baseball. At the end of Read More …
How Being a Dominant Effects Professional Life
I know there are many Dominants in the world, but I can say I don’t know any personally. I live in a sexually repressed state that is mostly run by a strict, conservative religion. Since, I don’t know any Dominant’s Read More …
The Slut in the Window
Last night I had a very sexy, possibly unrealistic, dream. Nick and I had gone on vacation, and our hotel was a strip club that had rooms for overnight guests. Nick and I checked into our separate rooms and parted Read More …